There's an Abundance...

There's an abundance of good men walking all over the place. They're not going to walk into your life if you cant receive what a good man will bring into the relationship. What can you bring to the relationship!? You have to fall madly passionately in love with yourself, recognize what love is, recognize the creator of love itself & Evaluate yourself Lovelies. And for ALL the good, great, amazingly wonderful men out their STAND UP let yourself be shown [when you feel that its right] so that you can get your angel in disguise and have everything you desire in your life, in your woman ya know & thats just how I feel :)

Love you all Strangers :)

-Ms.Crys and Anonymous 

Yeah I know I deserve better. I deserve a guy who appreciates me for me, who calls me beautiful, who shows me off & turns to his friends and says thats her :) Someone who will kiss my forehead, lay underneath the stars with me....my kind of guy who will constantly remind me of how much he cares, and is simply lucky to have me

Something Personal

--->Ice cold hands...pressed on my back....sending my body through chills....its truly amazing how you make me feel...feeling like something out of a Love Story...just me and you and you me...If I am me then who are you...But I know who you are I've seen you in my dreams...my dreams that fade away in a second....holding onto that second, makes me cherish the time I have with you and me...just me and you...I wait for the moments I have to lay with you...and me wanting the chance to be with you...and me hoping that you are who you claim you are....too wonderful for the thoughts that I have of you...and me...silent...still in my tracks facing you...and me looking into your eyes...as if I've never seen you before...As if you've never seen me before...you saying my beauty is deadly, me saying your everything is captivating my heart...You not letting me go, me not letting go of you...and me in Love with the thought of you...being with you...because...it was only...all...just a dream....that came true

This is just something Personal

...Patience is a Virtue...

A Breathtaking reflection of Gods heart
he sweeps me off my feet
Because I'm his Crystalized Princess
he's my smile...
he's my laugh...
he makes me feel on cloud 9
he's my every thought...
he's my every desire...
when I feel his enchanting touch
how my body shivers, because of the
excitment within me
he's the one thing I've been waiting for
even though I need so much more
from him, he gives me the urge to...
the urge to let him know my
every dream, wish, hopes, purpose
This God sent man, with a pure heart
pure mind...body
the feel of him is a blessing from God
his kiss...the soft feel of his
hug is a blessing...
to hear his beautiful soothing voice...heartbeat
when we exchange our everlasting vows...
leaving to go to a far away place
pacing...heavy breathing
waiting to exhale...experience something new
to explore eachother...for the first time...finally...
feeling you...him...
the Holy seduction of something 
so alluring to the inside of me...
once again he makes me feel on cloud 9...
he makes me feel irreplaceable it's unexplainable...
he makes me feel like a natural beauty
like an amazing Goddess...
a Jewel in Gods eyes...a Jewel in his crown...
a Crystalized Queen...
he makes me feel...REAL...
Still in Love with God always and forever
there's just one thing...
curious to see who "he" really is
I'm already in Love with him
he's a breathtaking Reflection Of Gods Heart...
yet I must be patient...patience is a virtue...
isn't it...

Chrisette Michele! YAY!

All songs by Chrisette Michele. I added in some lil stuff, Im singing these songs for an audition, for this play I want to be in =) Its something like a musical, oh and for an audition =)

I'm just On my own, can't let you in now, gotta be alone, on my own, gotta fight this battle, alone, on my own. I really can't let you in now, nooo, on my own just gotta be Gotta be alone now, Ohhh On my own.

Yet they playin’ my song, Every time that I hear it,My heart wants to jump out of my chest, In such a rush, The playin’ our song, And my whole body feels it, It’s cryin’ out baby, baby, baby, baby, baby! They playin’ my song. [x2]


But baby, All I ever think about is you. And I guess I never really ever loved no one. All I ever think about you. From the rising of the moon to the setting of the sun. All I ever think about is you. I'm really scared lying here about to fall. Cuz all i ever think about is you. I'm just tryna get back and I wanna get back to you. Cuz all I ever think about is you. 

53 pt2 :)

1. When I'm nervous about anything I ask a lot of questions.

2. I'm terribly scared of Chuck E Cheese and Barney.

3. I take 3 needles a day for my Diabetes.

4. I think my History prof is a tad cute.

5. I love hearts, keys, lockets...anything rustic, that looks aged.

6. I love edible scents. I have V.Secret sprays that smell like strawberries, vanilla cupcakes...Sour apple Jolly Rancher pops [lol]

7. I think started to "wear my heart on my sleeve" again...without realizing it...[Hard to explain]...

8. Everyday I make a decision that can possibly change my life, forever...[I'll explain later...maybe]

9. I LOVE Seventeen and teen Vogue magazine.

10. Spanish is a sexy language.

11. I use to want a man that could sing to me, dance with me, and just be silly with me. That hasn't changed.

12. My ex boyfriend is one of my best friends & I've known my female best friend Ashley since she was in the womb. Lol. My mother says otherwise.

13. I'm more like my parents then I thought.

14. I've been robbed before. On the mean streets of DC. My purse got stolen and this man ran after dude, and got it back for me. Dude took my diabetes meter. Retard. 

15. My perfect date is at my favorite place. As simple as a picnic. Near the lake. Just me & You. [Not literally you....lol]

16. I listen to music everyday. Ask my sister I'm sure she hears it! I can play one song over and over again and it won't affect me. Ill still love it at the end of the next day. 

17. I use to be boy crazy, when I was younger, only few people know why.

18. My first kiss was when I was 13 over spring break with my next door neighbor...lol

19. I'm a virgin =)

20. I wear a retainer...well my doctor calls it Invisline [Might have spelled that wrong] Lol

21. I came to Zion when I was 12 years old and hated it til I was 15.

22. I've been dancing since I was 6yrs old. Acting since I was...wow....idk...singing

since I was like 7 or 8. I'm in LOVE with the performing arts.

23. They spelled my name wrong on my diploma. "Crystal Michelle Chiles" yeah that isn't me...ugh...I'm Crystal Michele Chiles. 

24. I don't really know how to apply make-up. I look beautiful without it. But I can put on mascara and lip gloss anyday. 

25. I worked at PGCC.

26. I'm rather clumsy, which is why sometimes I look down while walking. I now look up while walking. I'm confident that I won't fall and even if I do. Ill still have a smile one =)

27. I got picked up by brats when I was in elementary school and 7th grade...most of the brats are on my facebook now. How funny.

28. 2008 was the worst for me. SO MUCH happened in my personal life...you don't even know.

29. I don't know how most girls are, I just know how I am & how great & wonderful I am. I'm content with my singleness when it's time I'll know & make him VERY happy. I can change his life, I can make him happy. I'll make his puzzle complete. [Oh boy that was deep...lol]

30. I'm big on LOVE. [Kind of hard to explain]

31. I hit my older brother Chris with a seat belt in his face [I don't remember this accident]

32. Crowing up, I use to dislike my older brother too, til he moved out, then I missed the heck outta him. LOVE you brotha.

33. I love Janet Jackson. Prince is gay.

34. Never seen Color Purple. Saw the movie Prince did...and it completely sucked.

35. I love nice teeth. You know nice and straight...pearly white teeth.

36. Sometimes I think...that "certain" people think I'm annoying. Yet they continue to talk to me lol...

37. I love Wendy's chicken nuggets [fries are tasteless], Chick fil a I love their everything. mcdonalds...their fries...

38. I love to eat toast and jelly with bacon in the middle...with water on the side.

39. I'm trying to go after what I want. But not everything I want is technically good for me.

40. I feel like I have fat arms....ugh...Lol...

41. When I was younger...from the ages of...8 to 17...I thought I wasn't pretty at all. I thought the reason why guys would talk to me was for my behind...which maybe true who knows. But I know I'm to die for now. =) I've reached my inner sexy! You better believe it!

42. I hate the color pink. But I love Victoria's Secret PINK line. Lol.

43. Wants to ask every single person I know, "What do you see when you look at me?..."

44. I LOVE Pumps.

45. I think anything that has to do with Harry Potter is terribly wack.

46. I like simple things. I mean big outrageous things are nice don't ge me wrong. But something simple puts a smile on my face.

47. I believe that Love is a decision followed by an action, that reveals the Character of God. 

I believe God is Love. But, I don't think anyone fully understands what Love is...I think once you get to know him you'll start to understand more and more each day.

48. I hate [ okay well--->STRONGLY dislikle] Flowers High School...with a passion...Lol...

49. I know it may appear that I'm always on facebook...but I'm not I just hardly ever log off.

50. I want kids when I get older. My mother is a twin, and we have some in our family...so one of my brothers and sisters or me should have twins....hmmm triplets?...

51. I have random people with my exact name "Crystal Chiles" on my page...lol I think it's cool we allll might be related, and a long lost brother by the name of Nick Chiles. He's too cool. Hey Nick!

52. I think I kind of currently like someone.

53. Last but not least...I'm worth the Wait♥

53 :)

1. I hate school. With a passion---. But I want to be a teacher??...lol

2. I always get the same thing from McDonalds..."McDouble and fries with 2 packs of bbq sauce"

3. People who text back one word answers/responses....that annoys the OMG outta me.

4. I'm attracted to pretty boys. But looks with me get you nowhere

5. I love my job. Not sure why...but I do. I work in retail btw.

6. I get nervous around people I like or have a crush on.

7. Just discovered that I blush and smile a lot around people I like or have a crush on.

8. I LOVE Quaker Caramel Corn Rice cakes

9. Pizza Hut and Ledos are my all time favorite pizza places

10. I LOVE The Hills/The City/Daddy's Girls/Gossip Girl/The Game....like I really do.

11. I don't watch TV like that...I usually watch the episodes online...

12. I hate roses, but like blue roses...I know i know I contradicted myself...lol

13. LOVE bright and very DARK nail polish

14. Addicted to oatmeal creme pies and banana moon pies.

15. Doesn't like to be taken advantage of.

16. I want to move to LA or New York.

17. LOVE Andy Warhol totes and paintings.

18. I have 2 best friends...I think...and One EX best friend.

19. I LOVE to video chat on my Ichat =) It's fun.

20. Addicted to texting....Ask my girls I'm focused when I text.

21. I LOVE studs. They're rather sexy. lol...let me clarify Stud earrings that is.

22. I look at Disney when I'm bored.

23. I hate BET...waste of a channel.

24. I now like small/medium dogs. NO LARGE DOGS. UGH! My cousins puppy is adorable. Shout out to Piper Swann♥

25. All I really---->mostly drink is water =)

26. My major is English Education. I desire to be a HS Teacher.

27. Ignorance amuses me.

28. I had braces for a total of 5 years. 8th-10th and after 12th- Oct 08....lol...

29. HATE Sweet and Sour sauce. Yup I do.

30. I took a class called Human Sexuality at PG...OMG...Just never take that class.......NEVER...

31. I also want to work with fashion...or get an internship at Seventeen/Teen Vogue magazine....another DREAM come true.

Some Extras...lol...

32. Guys who talk more then I do...omg WHY!?...completely annoying. lol

33. I make Jewelry.

34. I write EVERYday.

34. Dance all the time LET ME REPEAT dance and sing ALL THE TIME around my house at work at school.

35. LOVE going to different plays =)

36. I've been in eight plays.

37. I sing in my Youth Churches praise and worship team Vertical

38. I have 2 brothers and a sister...

39. I'm a leo.

40. HATE shopping unless I really need to go shopping, then I love it, but hate the lines. lol

41. There's this flower and it's called "Forget-Me-Not" I love it.

42. I always played with barbies as a child and dollhouses...I lived the life. lol

43. Became Diabetic at the age of 6years old.

44. I promise you in my baby picture I was holding up a gang sign.

45. I'm fragile. 

46. LOVE Zac Efron.

47. In need of my own tv show.

48. I'm always logged on facebook, half the time I'm never on. lol

49. As a child I was afraid of cotton [LONG Story]

50. I have a MAC and LOVVVVE The Sims 2!!!!!! Like I adore it!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!

51. OH how could I forget I sent a video in to be on true life/MADE/The Real World...lol...OH YEAH =)

52. I believe cheap gifts should not be given on Christmas or my birthday. Just terrible.

53. You are the people you hang out with...so if the people are ignorant and nasty. PLEASE get new friends...lol