Just so you can save me

Who am i...what do i stand for
im in need of more credit then you take me for
being in a poor state right now
how can i stand still...knowing whats goin on
right in front of my eyes...why...
one question...one word...answer for me
please...why...did i stand myself up to be a fool
to be mindless, lifeless...for this being to be heartless...
heartless in the fact of being unaware of the
people and things surrounded around him...
when will this end...when will this all end...
im at a state right now...where i cant stand 
alone...all on my own...like this...somethings
wrong...with me...i cant let this go...
why...not sure...i need someone who can 
be there for me as a friend, a sister, a brother
because im going through some...right now...
i need you...
Just So You Can Save Me...